hmpfh. i feel like people at school dont reall care about how i feel. maybe they really dont care that im there. i dont know. i feel like im there just to give them advise, but then if i try to ask for some advise i cant really trust anybody. the only person i really can trust is dez. i mean i can have a good time with my friends at school, but truly cant really be myself. its hard you know. well probably depends who you are but yeah.